Une journée très dure émotionnellement. Déjà il y a 16 ans, c'était très lourd et difficile. Là en tant que mère c'était 10 000 fois pire. S'imaginer devoir quitter son foyer, être déporté à des centaines de km de chez soi, être séparé de ses enfants... devoir supporter l'incertitude, suspecter la mort d'êtres chers, subir la privation de liberté et tout ce qui a pu surgir des tréfonds du plus bas de la nature humaine... savoir que heureusement soi-même on est à une autre époque, mais aussi se dire que des gens ont vraiment vécu ça... les larmes me viennent à chaque fois que je revois ces photos.
It was a very hard day, emotionally. It was already hard 16 years ago, but now as a mother it was 10 000 times harder. Imagining having to leave home, being deported hundreds of miles, being separated from one's children... having to cope with uncertainty, not knowing where your loved ones are and suspecting they are dead, being deprived of your freedom and being totally subjected to the darkest sides of human nature... knowing that fortunately we are living in other times, but that oh man, actual people actually went through this... tears come to my eyes whenever I see these pictures.
It was a very hard day, emotionally. It was already hard 16 years ago, but now as a mother it was 10 000 times harder. Imagining having to leave home, being deported hundreds of miles, being separated from one's children... having to cope with uncertainty, not knowing where your loved ones are and suspecting they are dead, being deprived of your freedom and being totally subjected to the darkest sides of human nature... knowing that fortunately we are living in other times, but that oh man, actual people actually went through this... tears come to my eyes whenever I see these pictures.

The entrance - the "Arbeit macht Frei" (work makes you free) sign that had been stolen and found is kept in security and they left the reproduction up.

This camp was a former Polish barrack that the Nazis used at the beginning - then "they" started to build Birkenau - actually the prisonners.

The Execution Wall - after a fake trial in the building on the right, people were executed right away (civilians, members of the Polish resistance, probably even innocents denounced by their neighbours too...)



Change of atmosphere : it's colder and windier, everything looks more basic and the conditions must have been much harder.

The latrins - once a day and not more than 30 seconds


The platform where people were sorted out : the children, the elderly, the women with small children and all those who were not strong and healthy enough to work or contribute to the camp were sent directly to the gas chambers (about 3/4 of the convoy).


The entrance of what was a gas chamber... in one of the buildings of camp I you can see a scale model that allow you to visualise the places that the unfortunate people had to go through before dying here... they made them believe that they were going to take a shower and get deloused then eat a good meal.

Behind the barbed wires, spring and freedom... the contrast is still striking today, and must have been terribly more so 77 years ago.



To all those who fell victim of the darkest form of human cruelty - Jews, homosexuals, gypsies, resistants, political prisonners, etc.

I hope that the intense emotion I felt did not make me misinterpret or remember some facts exposed by our very competent guide. I highly recommend this article and if you find any incorrect facts in my post thanks for drawing my attention to them !
3 commentaires:
Ce poste me remplit d'émotion. C'était un temps horrible et affreux - mais il ne faut pas oublier. Merci pour partager avec nous.
commeje te comprends, bien que non directement touchée par ces camps, j'ai toujours été très émue par toute commémoration et je n'ai jamais eu le courage de me rendre dans un camp, c'est inimaginable.
Marie
Je n'ai pas eu le courage d'y aller lorsque j'avais les moyens; maintenant je n'ai plus les moyens et je me suis rendue compte que d'y aller doit être un devoir car, comme Lorrie dit, il ne faut pas oublier.
Veuillez excuser mon français - je suis nulle! Et merci pour vos blogposts, tous supers-intéressants. Amicalement, une anglaise sur la còte (d'azur).
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